trip with ida and helas...

today, me, ida and helas go to bukit bintang..actually at the first we want to watch twistiest bingit audition..but we frustrated bcoz we thought the audition is for a bands but for individually..but we still watch it for a minute..then helas ask us to go around the area bcoz we bored at the audition..but me and ida still can eye wash (cuci mata) for a minute..hhehhee...then we enter to BB plaza, then Sungei wang... walking around and talk2..window shopping..then we decide to go to Times square...then we walking around there and widowing again until i buy my new sneakers..heheh...then ida bought her new outfit..helas do weird thing, fine a word sale then he stand at last word to make the word become SALEH...erm...interesting right...wahh...so tired..after that we accompany helas go to Law Yat to buy his memory card..then walk again in law yat...tired again...oopsss...before we walking around,helas treat us breakfast at BB..thanks helas....after that, we decide to go to karaoke...yehaaa.....so happening...and i cannot believe that helas sooo damn good in singing...and his head like want to explode bcoz he tried to reach the high note...wahh.....so amazing...really interesting....me too singing and duet with helas...hahaha...then after karaoke, we go back to home....ots really fun today hangout with ida and helas the mental exploded person...hahahah...just imagine him like that...talkative person, funny and really sporting...thanks helas....

Surrogates...(pengganti)

Last movie aku tgk, citer Surrogates..mengisahkan manusia zaman sekarang mggunakan teknologi robot mggantikan mereka utk bt pelbagai kerja seharian sehingga mereka melakukan apa saja tanpa perasaan dan hanya la kehendak semata-mata ..manusia sibuk mengejar impian, kononnya nak hidup dgn sempurna, terlalu obsess dgn kecanggihan teknologi sehingga mereka tidak sedar nilai kemanusian dalam diri mereka hilang…tp bile mereka sedar yg mereka seperti menjadi hamba teknologi, barula mereka nak kembali manjadi manusia sebenar…kasih sayang, perhatian, sifat kemanusian sume hilang…

Kite manusia ada hati dan perasaan, sensitif terhadap sesuatu, sakit bile terluka, kecewa bile dikecewakan…kasih syg manusia terhadap manusia satu perasaan yg murni, ikhlas, suci dan bukanlah palsu mcm robot….tp manusia sekarang pun memperlakukan kite mcm robot…datang bile suka..pergi sesuka hati bile dah tk diperlukan…tk tau menilai kasih syg diberi kepada mereka…hanya memikirkan diri sendiri, perasaan sendiri, mase depan sendiri tanpa memikir kan perasaan org lain…

Jadi selagi kite jd manusia, hargailah manusia disekeliling kite, sensitif terhadap perasaan org lain, jgn memikirkan diri sendiri je sehingga menghancurkan org lain…takut nanti kite jugak menyesal…baru nak sedar yg kite kehilangan sesuatu yg amat bernilai…….

aLrEady GonE...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone

I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, Oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone
Already gone

There's no moving on
So I'm already gone…

AIDILFITRI 2009

wah dah lama tk menulis ni

rase mcm sengal2 jari2 ku yg cantik ni nak menulis blog..hehehe

so....amcam kawan2 ku sume????yg muslim baru je menyambut aidlifitri...harap2 korang seronok la yer beraya....kepada sume umat islam yg aku kenal dan mengenali aku dalam blog ni, aku nak memohon maaf la ye kalo ade salah silap ke dan sewaktu dgnnyer...dan aku pun nak minta halal kan segala makan minum...dan aku juga dah pun memaafkan korang....now, we open new book, close the old one....

so....yg rase diri tu budak2 lg...amcm? dpt duit raye lagi ker?heheheh mesti la kan...aku sendiri dpt duit raye lg...yela sedara mare tnye ckp la sekolah lg...gerenti dpt duit raye lgi....

seronok raye thn ni dpt jumpe sanak saudara ramai betol......

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI SUMEEEE

takkan lupakan......

bila terkenangkan KLMU mmg sakit hati..

mula2 dpt tawaran masuk KLMU, mmg rase mcm dpt mengubah masa depan diri sendiri dan keluarga..nak bina kerjaya dan nak jd org yg berjaya dan cemerlang...rase mcm mase depan cerah la...

namun,bile dah masuk KLMU sumenye berubah...kata2 manis menjadi pahit, bayangan menjadi kelam..masa depan yg diangan2 kan rasa punah ditengah jalan...

namun disebabkan kecekalan dan kesabaran, aku teruskan jugak kt KLMU...

wlpun bermacam2 tragedi yg terjadi mahu manis ataupun pahit..aku ttp takkan lupakan...

sumenye akan menjadi kenangan yg plg manis pada aku...

bila terkenangkan saat akan habisnye pengajian kt KLMU aku jadi sedih...

aku sedih akan tinggalkan kawan2 yg dah mcm family aku kt sini...lecturer2 yg sporting, yg mmg happening sume....

dan sedih akan tinggalkan saat2 manis bersama mereka semua....

baCk tO rEaLity..

i'm back to reality..

just come back from my hometown...

so tired...the journey take about 7 hours...

aarrghhhhh so long journey...everytime i want go back to KL, it always been like this..

waiting for the bus...delay delay delay..change bus...go another destination...jam at puduraya area..

hungry...tasty...tired...sleepy....

now my eyes so heavy...even i sleep then wake up in the bus and do the same thing in several times..i'm still sleepy...

huuaaarghhhhhhhhhh i want to sleeeeeeeppppppppp~~~~~~~~

aku pun nak blk kampung

wah..........akhirnye selepas 2 bulan terperuk dlm KL ni...dpt jugak aku blk kampung..

rindu sgt ngan family aku...mak abah, adik2....

esok pg baru aku bertolak ke jb...

selama beberapa bulan ni, bermacam-macam benda yg terjadi pada aku sehingga aku rase hilang sekejap arah tuju aku..kurang bersemangat..dan bermain dgn perasaan yg ntah ape2...

sbnrnye dah lame nak blk kg tujuan nak hilangkan sume tekanan dan menjauhkan diri dari KL ni...

akhirnye....selepas habis final exam...ade la cuti 4-5 hari, so aku bt keputusan blk jb..

seronoknye aku...dan tk sabar nak blk esok....

harap sume selamat dan berjalan lancar...

kepada sume kawan2 ku....SELAMAT BERCUTI....release tension beb!!!!

jumpe korang sume minggu dpn k.......